It's rare when my house is quite at 7:30 at night. Cami went to bed a little early and Aiden is quietly playing on the floor with his cars. It's been a long time since I've gotten a chance to actually sit down and well blog. I've been taking A LOT of me time. After Alan and I split I felt out of sorts. I really began to feel the grip he has on my life. I actually had to leave my job because of him in the end. I'm dealing with the lack of support financially and being a father now. It sucks for the boys BUT there are tons of people who love my kids so they really aren't missing out that much. My laptop kicked the bucket recently so some of the time I have could have been spent blogging well I couldn't. But with my free time I have taken up a lot of projects around the house. I now have an offical laundry room. I redid the bathroom. I'm currently working on the garden and the kitchen. OH! and I'm potty training Aiden. I have had a slew of relationships and actually went through a pretty icky breakup. I've been keeping my social candler pretty full, reconnecting with old friends and such. I've also been working on my tattoos and detox juicing a lot. So now onto the kids! Aiden is huge! He's the size of a 4 year old. Aiden hasn't really started talking yet so he's in early intervention. He gets therapy 3 days a week and in the fall he's gonna be going to school. It's just him being stubborn. After 2 years I finally have gotten his dermatitis under control. Aiden has likes and dislikes now. He loves phineas and ferb, the color green, playing hockey, and to sing. He's such a little person. Cami is the handful now. He's climbing and getting into everything. Where I didn't have to baby proof with Aiden, Cami is a whole other story. He's big too, but hes still small enough to hold and carry. He's my little Cami monster. He's talking up a storm and is actually a bit of a neat freak. He's into sweeping and picking up after Aiden. He loves Jack's Big Music Show, dancing and giving hugs. So we're all good, HAPPY AND HEALTHY. I know i always promise not to fall off the earth but I do so I won't make that promise again. Then maybe I'll keep up with this blog :)